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Well here here we go.

So I gained a pound.  I can't think I'm eating 3000+ calories as hungry as I am. Also the weird thing is I know I"ll drop it over the weekend

I was getting a little upset, but I know I can drop it over the weekend without going through alot.

So I've decided to eliminate my eating out at all during the week.  I'll be buying english muffins, lean cuisine, and prepared breakfast for the week and just cooking dinner. I'm a little grumpy, but I can count calories exactly.  I think I am eating too many meals where I am guessing and while they aren't filling me up they must be higher in calories than I think. 

I think it also helped ot look back and my old blog entries....again its a work in progress.  I am wondering if the egg white breakfat I buy everyday is the culprit, the margarita, ....hmmm

ok so lets think about this I gained 1lb.  so it isn't like I over ate alot.  I think there are things I am eating here and there that are causing the problem.  I

I think I feel sort of like a failure because I've been eating mostly my own food. 

So it could be a couple things.  I had ate out 3 meals,  and I guestimate how many calories my own food is.   I am analyzing the recipes, but maybe thats enough.  I think that bothers me, but at this point whats more important?  That I be righr or that I lose weight.  So I am going to swallow my pride.  I don't think I will care if the devilish scale with just move down, lol.

so no meal out today, and no ordering my 10lb goal prize until I'm back to 350.  this makes me even grumpier, but it is what it is.

Focused.

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