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so I read back on my old blog posts when I lost a good junk of the weight.  I realized  from sept -jan 2007 I just worked on ramping up and from jan to oct 2008 I lost weight.  So I am going to take from now to the end of the year to work out my plan.  I am pretty sure i gained, even though I've been hungry quite a bit, but I guess its a process. so i'll be grumpy getting on the scale and seeing the results, but its a process.  I also realized I was way more into IE than I have been. 

On a nice note I'm 3 min away from being mid way to my 500 min goal for the month.  I saw in my old entries I was working on 600 min so I may up it next month. 

I didn't work out Wed because I over slept, but I did 30 min watp at work.  I really need to find a replacement for her. blah

I have been thinking I would like to reward myself with something for every 10 lbs lots.  I think it will be a WII game i can resist if I don't make a goal and it isn't terribly expensive.  The first one is going to be walk it out. 

Funny even if i have gained tomorrow I can't be upset with how i've done this week.  I had alot of ups and yeah I want the number to go down, but going to try really hard not to beat myself up about it.

I think the weird thing is I haven't over eaten, no bad foods.  Maybe I need smaller portion? But feel like I'm always hungry.  I could do a strict week of calorie counting  and then add things back in.  But I have till december to work out a plan.  

I did good....

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