Death By Chocolate

So yesterday I ate my lunch as usual and wanted some chocolate. The candy jar was empty and the vending machine didn't have anything. I had to go out at lunch and I meant to get a dark chocolate bar, but forgot so finally I was done running around and still wanted chocolate (3 hours later), so I ended up buy a bunch of truffles from an expensive place. I spent like 10$ blah.....I should have just had one mini and called it a day.

In scale news I of course am a glutton for punishment and got on the scale today. I told me self...Self...fuck the scale, lol I am not going to sit and cry if I didn't go down or if I gained.

I'm 350. I didn't whoop with joy, I smiled and came here and reported it for my pat on the back. That was with the 2 junior burgers saturday night, a small drink sunday night and the chocolate.

I have to go out to dinner tonight and this will motivate me to stay on plan.

Oh yeah and my ankles are back to normal, before the swelling would go down, but they still seemed big, now they are normal WOO HOO.

And I am only 5 lbs away from my goal for the month of October

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