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Finding my Motivation

So I got up this morning and had the usual conversation in my head about whether I should work out or not. I got up headed for the computer and the first site I went to was 3 fat chicks and happened upon a thread about all the things people could do now that they had lost weight. I remember those days and I want them back. I was convincing myself 15 min WATP was enough since I plan to do a big workout tomorrow. I think I'm bored with my DVDs so I got on my cable box which I think I pay way too much money for and browsed excercise TV. I did kendall hogan. I watched about 5 min of it to make sure it wasn't too extreme and jumped in Kendal is a beast...lol. It was mostly low impact and lots of choreography. I probably would have turned it off, but I said I am going to do this. By 10 min I was sweating, but Kendall is perky with out being annoying and by the end of it I had done the 30 min without even noticing.

I will say for the moves I couldn't do or went to quickly for me I either modified it for myself or walked in place till I could catch up. Proud of myself that I didn't give up.

I'll be looking for more of Kendall

I also have been looking for a new weight workout. I found one, but it is 40 min and it looks painful we'll see. Wish me luck.

I cooked a bunch of stuff last night, so I should be good for food this week. something else for the most part it is all organic, meaning I didn't use any additives. Other than spices and herbs there are not added chemicals or corn syrup whatever.

Feeling Good.
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