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So I haven't posted in a month.  The last 2 weeks of july to the first week of August I just took a break staying on plan.  I didn't fall off completely, but its summer and I seemed to be going out alot. I then went away for a week with friends.

I didn't completely fall off, but I allowed myself a drink or carb here and there.  I went up to 364.  After my trip I was trying to get back in the swing of things and it was HARD !!!!

I kept having little cheats here and there...and stuff I could do 3 weeks ago seemed harder.

I jus decided to stop the little cheats and I just did what I could in the workouts.

I'm down to 359 as of 8/13//2015.  Which is nice. I went out yesterday and had 2 drinks, so now I need to stay on plan till next thursday.

As for working out I loved 21 day fix, but I don't want to workout 6 days a week, and I need to change up the 21 day fix.  Before my vacation I ordered Piyo. I ordered mine from Ebay.  So I setup a 4 day hybrid workout schedule with 21 day fix and Piyo  using the hybrid scheduler.
Which is pretty freakin awesome.  I could have just done all the workouts, but I like that it randmizes it so you can have different schedule.  Anyway I can't do piyo...blah. between the weight and not being flexible it is alot of me staring at the screen or taking so long to modify I don't get anything done.

i'm not giving up, BUT I think Piyo will be for my off days or I need a stretch and I'll revisit the whole thing when I've lost more.

In the mean time I also ordered t25.  I tossed that into the hybrid workout scheduler so that will be my workout next week.

I got my period this week

below is a true description of my situation
But the upside. its not as rough as it usually is, which mean while I have cheated I have slide back too much...When I have alot of carbs its like someone stabbed me and hit me with 3 baseball bats at the same time..

A few other issues that were starting to crop up (more pimples) had died down and really weren't bad while aunt flow is here to visit.

So this is the last month of the summer.  I would love to be 349 by the end of the month, but just focusing on staying consistent My goal for the year is 330-325. Fall should mean alot less hanging out, so that will help.


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