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Scale Cannot come into the Out Now

 One of my favorite movies, no idea why. I'm a grown woman and I love it. 




I'm afraid I'll lose motivation and fall off the wagon and be back where I was, so Im considering another dietbet.  The other side is if I lost it might cause me to fall off. Blah...not sure what to do

On the other side of life I had a Scale and non scale victory. I had oreos (6) yesterday and my ankles seemed like they were swollen which usually means a gain, but I didn't my usual after friday cheat and I did a fitness glo strength workout.  I didn't finish it, I wasn't in the mood for the floor work. Anyway, I assumed I had gained..nope down to 360.6.


I think I'll wait till after this week to see how I feel about dietbet. I think I'm hanging out 3 days in a row.  Keeping my fingers crossed

I had a realization about fitness glow.  I tried to do a level 3 workout and it wasn't horrible, but I felt like I had to modify too much.  I realized they don't have modifiers.  Its just the lone instructor.  It isn't horrible, and I know how to modify most things, but well see.  The other side is I'm realizing for them I'm pretty solidly a level 2 on most things.  Level 3 is pretty much out of my range so I am happy to have level 1 and 2 to play with.

No workout today and I'm having donuts.  They were on my list of banned food for my 21 day challenge.

Its going to be an interesting week.

I am going to try no more scale until feb 8th when break time is over. I am thinking about putting it in my car.

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