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Beaten but not Broken

So I was feeling good, I've been working out. I wore a skirt I haven't been able to fit in a while so I said hey lets see what the scale says....339,

I cried...I just wanted to give up..I still just want to say the hell with it...

I could guess at what happened, and it is only 7 lbs....I can lose that in a week. I am so...unhappy right now...the yo-yoing...

No eating out till I hit 329. PERIOD. no applebess no popeyes...no idea what I am going to do when I go home to visit my parents.. Weigh in everySaturday now.

I can't even express my level of disappointment right now. Its 11pm at night. So the only possible good thing is I KNOW it will be lower in the morning.....

I was so FUCKING close...BLAH.....

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