never give up, never surrender

This is a quickie, short story....

Got back with my ex, it sucked broke up, got over it. planning a trip to london with a day trip to paris. champs de elysee (sp) has 238 steps, realized I was going to need to get in some kind of shape for this trip. and here i am

not really counting anything just getting back into the habit of eating better and working out.

Cardio and weights.

trip is in 2 and a half months so I have some time.

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Well this week end been a little wacky. I didn't eat anything I planned to eat. I didn't over eat and I think I made good choices all week. I only exercised once this week which I'm not entirely happy with, but I'm ok with that too. Back at it tomorrow (Saturday). So anyway. I know I haven't had the big 3-4 weight loss I had been having so I jumped on the scale. I'm down a pound( to 333) . Its nice because I haven't gained, but I would like to be firmly in the 320s by the end of the month. I have managed to stick to my lent goals with the exception of the 2 beef meals I've had. I will admit Applebees has been calling and it was rough avoiding the scallops with bacon but I'm ok. Funny who I can ignore the Ben and Jerry's and not the scallops. I wonder if it will get easier. Happy that I am not forming any new attachments with food. I do have a craving for hooter, but I think their salads (if you can call it that, more like salad dressi...

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